Happy

Finally............finally..........i am happy and excited but yet worrying and mixed feelings. I finally had good news from HR that i pass my medical. I can finally go pursue my dreams inthe air =)

I was damn worried these few days till i have no appitite to eat becos i actually went for the first medical and they say i need to go back for 2nd review xray and i will need to bear the cost. I paid $160 for the xray and since then it has kept me worrying becos firstly i have tendered long before which means if i fail, i will be tender without a job and also means gotta give up my dream forever..... it was rather a hard time for me.

Thank god and thanks to all my friends becos they are the ones who make my blessings come true = ) I really appreciate this opportunity although i know i heard alot alot negative things abt this company which i somehow can picture it alrdy but i tel myself " Since that someone has tried it and doesnt like it , but why cant i deserve that chance and who knows i may not like it as well OR i might like it and hence excel in it? "
YoU NeVER tRY YOU NevER kNOW....right?

so i'm very happy for my friends and colleagues who are so happy and give me all their blessings =) and for those who wants to keep on pollute my mind, pls don't harm me anymore..Its not that i hate you BUT i know what i'm doing and whatever i do i will accept the consequences.

Looking forward to the hectic training in nov. I will do my best = ) I just can't wait.....

Troubled

I have tendered my resignation and my last day will be on NOV 6th. I was still worrying before the night how to go about approaching my manager and i went very early to office that day to hand her the letter. HOwever, i shouldnt have been so stressed up before night as she already knows about it and kinda take it so easy...I cant believe i'm leaving too but at the same time, I'm so worried and troubled over my medical checkup...most probably receiving results these 2 days...I got a very strong feeling i must be prepared to get rejected by them. I'm praying hard everyday and i know my friends also prayed for me =) thank you.. i hope to give all of u good news!! =)

Got an sms from my long long friend of 11yrs? She's getting married!!!! I cant believe!!! I forced her to tell me it's a sms joke. hahaha...anyway happy and congrats to her.. yes i'm the only one left hanging on the shelf among all those 'bitches' and i know they gonna' nag' and say those things over n over again -_-"" i'll shut my ears on that day.. hahah...

*PRAYING HARD**** GOD BLESS ME.. I WILL BE GOOD.

Octo

It's finally October.. it seems like i'm jobless now because i totally not in the mood to go back my work anymore and also i've been off since tuesday till sunday.. I have went for a better job offer and still waiting for the results.. Hopefully it will be good news and thereafter shall prepare my resignation letter.

Today was brother Raymond's wedding and pics are not uploaded yet. As usual, my dearest aunts and uncles like 'pointed' at me saying when is my turn...next year? -_-"" because i'm next elder in the family left unmarried to them.. Marriage is commitment and my views towards marriage is 'scary' and phobia. I have no faith in marriage....maybe...... YET? i duno...So stop asking me when i'm getting married la....pls.......
Our table is the noisest because of my 2 funny uncle and aunt. We kept laughing and laughing like no one business with my uncle's lame jokes.. haha..
I love them =) I'm glad i have such a family but if only grandma is around with us =( i miss her...

Shall upload the pics soon..