Free

It's been 5days since i left DBS. Time flies and there are alot feelings leaving them. They are a bunch of colleagus who are so special compared to my previous. Perhaps this is my only 2nd so called permanent job but because they are the ones who i see most and spend almost 12hrs everyday rather than my family, friends or even bf. They are just like a family to me as i'm still the youngest among them. We had fun, gossips, complains, cry and go thru all those shit together.... I couldn't bear to leave them as i know i could not find such nice colleagues again. It's really different from what you can imagine~

On tuesday, i had a wonderful day with my aunty going temples to pray and she treat me sakae teppanyaki =))

Today i met up again with the mummys for dinner and coffee after, now the kids starts to run around and it's really tiring and crazy to run after them...
I've been going bugis like 3 times straight and i wanna ban that place, haha.. i'm crazy la.. I spend $100 over to buy office wear the other day and i realise office wear aren't cheap lo, i cant imagine having to switch to being a OL man..but for my training i got no choice.

I'm finally going to SING tmr!!! Yes Finally!!! I do not know should i step into far east , grace's shop tmr because i'm afraid i'll confirm end up buying bags again... =X

No plans for friday yet. And saturday is the kittylab till now i still got no one as keen to go with me becos my frens are more interested in MELody so i can understand . Moreover the entrance ticket is $38, crazy right unless we have some free cocktails or wad~ haha.. I;m still thinking should i go~

BF bought me a webcam with built in mic. =) I only use it with him anyway~ haha

It's really nice when you are not working~~ u can sleep and wake up like no one's business, can go out anytime u want....but i left only a few more days to enjoy...
I kinda miss bkk... hehe

Count down

oh wow, there's so many things happening recently but i'm just very lazy to blog. I met up samantha and guys finally like aftr sooo long..it's always very nice to have such wonderful friends by me =) love them!

And yes, it's another 1 day more to my last day in DBS. Lotsa feelings i have~ but maybe shall blog abt it later on... While i thought i'm getting happy and looking forward to my new career and training, suddenly something pull me down again~ My parents are intending to sell our house =(
It was not the first time but this time seems serious because people came to my house for viewing and all but i'm just very unhappy and disappointed abt it. But wad can i do?? It's just not the time for us to move especially when i'm embarking on new career, i'm worried i do not have that time and energy to do all these~~and oh yes,, i know the process of moving house is horrible.Don't remind me of that! I just pray hard that this is a big joke but however, even if it's their final decision, there's nothing pretty much i can do~

I dont want to think about this as it kept troubling me and i'm afraid might affect me. Stay cool~

Between my last day to the start of training, i have exactly 9 days to rest. No hardcore party but i have so many things i wanna do and prepare. I need to shop for office wear~maybe someone can tell me where to shop for nice and not so expensive ones? besides G2000 pls~~ Honestly i find G2000 clothes so 'orbit' , i mean it's too matured for me. I cant imagine ~~
I wanna meet up with my friends and go prawning, KTV, blah blah~

ok i cant wait....promise to control my tears on friday...hehe =)

Happy

Finally............finally..........i am happy and excited but yet worrying and mixed feelings. I finally had good news from HR that i pass my medical. I can finally go pursue my dreams inthe air =)

I was damn worried these few days till i have no appitite to eat becos i actually went for the first medical and they say i need to go back for 2nd review xray and i will need to bear the cost. I paid $160 for the xray and since then it has kept me worrying becos firstly i have tendered long before which means if i fail, i will be tender without a job and also means gotta give up my dream forever..... it was rather a hard time for me.

Thank god and thanks to all my friends becos they are the ones who make my blessings come true = ) I really appreciate this opportunity although i know i heard alot alot negative things abt this company which i somehow can picture it alrdy but i tel myself " Since that someone has tried it and doesnt like it , but why cant i deserve that chance and who knows i may not like it as well OR i might like it and hence excel in it? "
YoU NeVER tRY YOU NevER kNOW....right?

so i'm very happy for my friends and colleagues who are so happy and give me all their blessings =) and for those who wants to keep on pollute my mind, pls don't harm me anymore..Its not that i hate you BUT i know what i'm doing and whatever i do i will accept the consequences.

Looking forward to the hectic training in nov. I will do my best = ) I just can't wait.....

Troubled

I have tendered my resignation and my last day will be on NOV 6th. I was still worrying before the night how to go about approaching my manager and i went very early to office that day to hand her the letter. HOwever, i shouldnt have been so stressed up before night as she already knows about it and kinda take it so easy...I cant believe i'm leaving too but at the same time, I'm so worried and troubled over my medical checkup...most probably receiving results these 2 days...I got a very strong feeling i must be prepared to get rejected by them. I'm praying hard everyday and i know my friends also prayed for me =) thank you.. i hope to give all of u good news!! =)

Got an sms from my long long friend of 11yrs? She's getting married!!!! I cant believe!!! I forced her to tell me it's a sms joke. hahaha...anyway happy and congrats to her.. yes i'm the only one left hanging on the shelf among all those 'bitches' and i know they gonna' nag' and say those things over n over again -_-"" i'll shut my ears on that day.. hahah...

*PRAYING HARD**** GOD BLESS ME.. I WILL BE GOOD.

Octo

It's finally October.. it seems like i'm jobless now because i totally not in the mood to go back my work anymore and also i've been off since tuesday till sunday.. I have went for a better job offer and still waiting for the results.. Hopefully it will be good news and thereafter shall prepare my resignation letter.

Today was brother Raymond's wedding and pics are not uploaded yet. As usual, my dearest aunts and uncles like 'pointed' at me saying when is my turn...next year? -_-"" because i'm next elder in the family left unmarried to them.. Marriage is commitment and my views towards marriage is 'scary' and phobia. I have no faith in marriage....maybe...... YET? i duno...So stop asking me when i'm getting married la....pls.......
Our table is the noisest because of my 2 funny uncle and aunt. We kept laughing and laughing like no one business with my uncle's lame jokes.. haha..
I love them =) I'm glad i have such a family but if only grandma is around with us =( i miss her...

Shall upload the pics soon..

Sickening

Work really is so sickening.. sometimes i really 'hate' facing customers but not many a day that we'll face nasty ones. But just that when u met 1, they really kill my whole of that day!!!
Why are some human beings so idiotic? How are they brought up or why must they behave in this way ? I really dont get it because i'm not one =)

And sometimes public transport and the traffic really gets on my nerves just like today we actually end work very early today for the first time at 6pm and i actually had an appointment at 8pm with Honeypot. I was thinking how can i pass my 2hrs and i knw i cannot spend 2hrs shopping in orchard especially alone! Many sinful acts will happen ;p Just as i was thinking, my colleague dated me for dinner, thinking leaving at 7pm should be more than enough and i can pass by isetan scotts to grab my loosepowder too.
Bloodyhell the traffic was so jam for the first time i ever seen! And i waited but that damn bus almost 20mins and i was running out of time thinkin i'll be late and will they cancel my appt as 8pm was the last appt. Anyway no vacant cabs to be seen too!

I reached abt 5mins later and it was my first time to honeypot @ pacific plaza. I was so amazed by the outlook of the shop, it was my favourite all pinky =) the door was the tricky one that i got me thinking how should i open it, haha.. When stepped in, the shop also has a very nice kinda cherry or rose smell. The lady who served me was rather chatty. She then recommend me aftercare products and guess right , there goes my account balance again =( If i say i buy because of the packaging becos its pink, will anyone smack me? =p

Hope the products works well.

The scrub and body spray

See, even the receipt is so sweet =) Never seen a receipt that's got my name on it.

Check their website for more info : www.honeypot.com.sg

PS: I'm kinda excited as i'm finally getting out of my 4-wall to head for the club tmr!!! I hope i still can shake, haha.....

愛...

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害

放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎


珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....




因為愛你.所以放手還你自由

因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾

因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過

因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開



如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?