Sickening

Work really is so sickening.. sometimes i really 'hate' facing customers but not many a day that we'll face nasty ones. But just that when u met 1, they really kill my whole of that day!!!
Why are some human beings so idiotic? How are they brought up or why must they behave in this way ? I really dont get it because i'm not one =)

And sometimes public transport and the traffic really gets on my nerves just like today we actually end work very early today for the first time at 6pm and i actually had an appointment at 8pm with Honeypot. I was thinking how can i pass my 2hrs and i knw i cannot spend 2hrs shopping in orchard especially alone! Many sinful acts will happen ;p Just as i was thinking, my colleague dated me for dinner, thinking leaving at 7pm should be more than enough and i can pass by isetan scotts to grab my loosepowder too.
Bloodyhell the traffic was so jam for the first time i ever seen! And i waited but that damn bus almost 20mins and i was running out of time thinkin i'll be late and will they cancel my appt as 8pm was the last appt. Anyway no vacant cabs to be seen too!

I reached abt 5mins later and it was my first time to honeypot @ pacific plaza. I was so amazed by the outlook of the shop, it was my favourite all pinky =) the door was the tricky one that i got me thinking how should i open it, haha.. When stepped in, the shop also has a very nice kinda cherry or rose smell. The lady who served me was rather chatty. She then recommend me aftercare products and guess right , there goes my account balance again =( If i say i buy because of the packaging becos its pink, will anyone smack me? =p

Hope the products works well.

The scrub and body spray

See, even the receipt is so sweet =) Never seen a receipt that's got my name on it.

Check their website for more info : www.honeypot.com.sg

PS: I'm kinda excited as i'm finally getting out of my 4-wall to head for the club tmr!!! I hope i still can shake, haha.....

愛...

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害

放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎


珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....




因為愛你.所以放手還你自由

因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾

因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過

因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開



如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

Where can i find happiness?

I've always been asking myself where and when can i find happiness. I'm trying to recall when is the moment when i'm the happiest and i should say around the age of 17-21 ? when i still have my wonderful friends and when i had a bf , in our honeymoons...every thing is just so right and that's the happiest i can remember.

Certainly, i can never find back that kinda happiness again. I had so called lost my friends and perhaps love... there are some things that keep going through my mind and no one knows abt it. Some things that i feel hurt about but no one knows..there's no point telling or wadever, accept it and regret. Blame no one but myself..

I really wants and wish to be alone at times, wish that i should live by my own but i know i'm not that independant. I still want my friends, love, care, hugs, kisses, want to get married and have kids..but....the future ahead of me seems so so invisibe.

How can i be so unhappy at this age of 24...i should be a happy lady. I tell myself, no matter if i lost that friendship, lost that love, definitely it hurts but i gotta be brave and live with it. Isn't this what i've been going through...